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Saturday, June 28, 2008

What is the appropriate age to let a child have a cell phone?

honestly if you havent gotten them a cell phone by the age of 12, there's something wrong. by then they are alone sometime during the day and i'm sure there could be an emergency.

   

 


Sunday, October 01, 2006

quotes yeahyeah

Don't go for the guy who sucks up to you...
Go for the one who
pisses you off on a daily basis
& yet, you still find yourself crazy about him. <3<3<3

It'd be better to forget you... But I don't really want to.

I'm not looking for a lover.
All lovers are liars.
I'd never lie to you.

& I don't wanna forget how your voice sounds.

Call me a safe bet... I'm betting I'm not.

There was a time that I believed in you&
everything  you told me I took it for true.
But that was then & this is now &things keep changing.
We are running when love is calling.
It's just the fear...The fear of falling.
We count our blessings as we count our friends.
We count on love & it always ends.

i am me. thats all i can be.
no more. no less. don't 2nd guess
i l a u g h . i < 3. i l i v e. i c r y.
&. sometimes i wish that i would die.
somedays i'm funny. others i'm not.
sometimes i'm in overdrive & i can't stop.
you may not like me. thats okay.
cuz this is me & how i'll always stay.

someone should sue disney for making every little girl believe there will always be a prince charming.

nomatterwhatyousay
i'll always stand tall
so go ahead and push me
im not gonna fall

Hope is knowing 
that people, like kites,
are made to be lifted up

 when a person tells
you you're not good enough
that's when you know you're better

 Its better to laugh
about nothing than to

cry about everything
.

Its LOVE when you sleep with your phone under your pillow just in case he decides to call you, and tell you he's sorry for hurting you.
Its LOVE when no matter how much he hurts you you never stop loving him. Its LOVE when you cant help but smile at everything he does.
Its LOVE when you cant stop thinking about him, and your heart flutters just thinking about him.
LOVE is more than butterflies, and looks, it means that you would give anything just to see him smile, and it means that you would do anything to see him happy even if its not with you.

i'm not saying i don't want you..
`c a u s e b e l i e v e m e , i d o .
i'm just not going to chase after you.

youu remember that game telephone?
when one person would say something
and by the end of the game
it was totally different? WELCOME TO HiGHSCHOOL
.

You dont choose who you fall in love with, you just fall...
and you get this person who is all wrong,
but yet so right at the same time...
you know that you love them so much,
except sometimes they just drive you completely insane
and no one can explain it...
the reason its so confusing is because its love...
and if you didnt have any challenges...what would be the point?

if im a BiTCH, your a BiTCH,
your MOM`s a BiTCH for having a BiTCH,
your dad`s a BiTCH for fckkkking a BiTCH,
so WHO`S THE BiTCH NOWW --- BiTCH

I'm nowhere near perfect. I eat when I'm bored. I fall for boys too easily. I'm vulnerable to believing lies. I'm hoping that one day I don't need a fake smile and made up stories to get someone to like me. I live by quotes that explain exactly what I'm going through. I make up excuses for everything. I have my best friends and my enemies. I have drama and memories. I'm just your average typical teenager.

she will chase you around for awhile but there's
going to be a day when she's going to stop
running in circles around you. she's going to
get over you & at that very moment you're
going to wish you had let her catch you

Love is too strong of a word to say it too early,
but it has too beautiful a meaning to say it too late.

You're my get right when it's wrong.

&Everyone warned her of that boy's smile,
his poision kiss & toxic touch.
But her craving for him was just too much.

I think I'd miss you even if we never met. <3

he's not interested? so what.
not talking to you? who cares.
you can't revolve your life around him.
one day the other guy is going to come around
and you're going to know that the one who didn't care,
was just a complete waste of time.

you said you dream of my face, but you don't like me,
                                 you just like the chase.

have an enemy? good.
it shows that you stuck up for something in your life.

I dont get jokes until everyone is done laughing.
I make everything more interesting because
i'm always asking questions.
I always have my opinion and
i never care if you agree or not.
I'm the kind of girl who will come up
behind you and whisper i love you
and grab your hand. I'm the kind of
girl who doesnt care what the
"popular" girls say i am who i am.
I'm the kind of girl who will laugh
so hard she cant breath when shes
being tickled.
and who sings randomly
and loud. I'm the kind of girl who
isnt sure if your up for her yet

best friends don't get jealous when
you meet a new guy
they ask if he has a brother. :]

i'm through with it, all of it.
i simply don't care anymore. i
don't wanna care anymore. i'm
walking away now & you can
say or do what you want. it's
not gunna stop me. i'm
done
with caring about you.

we tell each other everything's fine,
never say what's on our minds.
sometimes i hate that
i'm losing you,
but i think you kinda miss me too.
somehow, that makes me feel better.

You can't tell someone you love them & then change
your mind
; that's not how it works. once you
love
someone
, you always love them, don't you? isn't
there a part of you who thinks of him for no reason
what so ever? they'll always be in the back of your mind
,
& no matter how much you love someone else,
you always
love him too. <3

and here we go again, a girl loving a guy
that would abandon her in a second
and ignoring a boy that would
give her his very heartbeat.

i wonder what he's thinking
when he looks at me & smiles.

Things weren't suppose to be this way
we were suppose to stay friends
but that's never gonna happen
we'll never be the same
and I'm finally realizing this.
even though I want to be with you so bad
I wont give in this time
because it feels like you don't even care anymore.

His love is like rain on a tin roof...
The sweet song of a summertime storm &
oh, the way it moves...
it's a melody of passion raging on
& then.. it's gone.<3<3

Let's stop talking
& move on to the kissing
because the way you look tonight...
I'm in love with you

When I'm finally gone...
I hope you miss me like hell.

But here's a thanks
for a summer that I'll always remember.

I've never been scared of someone before.
Sometimes a little intimidated,
but never scared. But you,
you scare me
with your beautiful eyes & your amazing smile.
I'm so scared that I'll fall for you
& want to love you forever
& that you'll want me
for only a few moments in your life.

Did you ever just need to kiss someone so bad?
It's not even that you want to kiss them for the pleasure of a kiss, but you just need to feel his lips on yours,
so you can get that safe, warm & loving feeling.
Well, right now,
I'm needing your kiss.
It's the one thing that keeps me alive
in the crazy,
insane & confusing world.
When you kiss me,
all that hazy confusion disappears
& it all becomes perfectly clear.
You are the only one who stops the storm of life around me.

i saw you today & then looked away,
but then i couldn't resist to turn around
& look back. & you know what? you
were l o o k i n g at me too.

so here's a piece of advice :: let go when you're hurting
to much, give up when love isn't enough, and move on
when things are not like before. for surely there is
someone out there who will love you even more.

how can you simply be friends with
someone, when everytime you look at them your
thinking about how much more you really want?

Bring me to my knees. Tell me there is no other girl in the world quite like me.

I'm not exactly sure what I should say.
Everything I do is a mistake.
Your attention is attention.
It doesn't matter if it's real or fake.

In the best possible way,
you have absolutely wrecked me.
'Cause you see,
I fell for you
knowing there was never
any possibility of being with you.

You have a way of keeping me on the edge of my seat.

I hate the way you make me feel.
The lies you feed me.
Once, I was so full of hope.
Now, I've finally begun to see.
So let me make it on my own.
Just leave without a goodbye.
Maybe one day you'll understand
why you make me cry.
I'll try my hardest
to be done with this.
The end is long overdue.
I've come to realize
that what I hate
is the fact that I can't hate you.

so what if i still like him &&
would do anything to get
him
back? doesnt change the
fact that he's over and done
with me.

All i need right now is for you
to wrap me up in your arms
look me in the eyes &&
tell me you won't ever give up

so make her laugh a little & help her
get through, she used to cry & no
one knew, help her out & treat her
right, it's been a while since she smiled
so bright. show her that not all guys
lie, be the one to keep her tears dry

you're the reason i live
and the reason i die,
you're the reason i smile
yet breakdown and cry.
you're the reason i
keep going
and the reason i fall,
because without you in my
life
[ i'm nothing at all ]

i think i`m falling, but it`s too far down
you said you`d catch me before i hit
the ground. but the walls are
too strong
& i`m finding it too hard to breathe.
when i expect you to catch me you just
turn around & leave
.

at the end of the year, it seems like
everyone`s gonna be gone,
& everyone`s going to move on ..
but even though we may be apart,
we`re always going to be
together
at heart so let your friends know that
you`ll never let them go.

i want a boy..
who would shove ice cream in my face.
who will wrestle with me.
who shows me off to his friends and family.
who treats me with respect.
who will call me at four in the morning,
to tell me he can't stop thinking about me
who sings to me, even if he can't.
who could break my heart
but wouldn't dream of it.

When he holds me close&&
I can hear his heartbeat&&
kiss his lips, I realize,
this is where I want to be&
&
this is how I want to feel.

&& It's not up to me anymore.
If you really want me in your life,
you can find a way to put me there.

Everything happens for a reason.
Things fall apart && others fall into place.
Don't question it. Just let it happen.
If it's meant to be, it'll find a way

&& I'll just bite my lip && pretend I've gotten over you.

I shouldn't want you like this.

It hurts to love someone
and not be loved in return,
but what is even more painful
is to love someone
and never find the courage
to let the person know how you feel.

Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift

Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance - and you find out you still care for that person.

The sad thing about life
is when you meet someone
that means a lot to you,
&& only to find out in the end,
that it was never bound to be
and you just have to let go.

When one door of happiness closes,
another opens but
often we look so long at the closed door
that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Never say goodbye when you still want to try ,
never give up when you still feel you can take it,
never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go.

Love comes to those who still hope,
even though they've been disappointed,
to those who still believe,
even though they've been betrayed,
need to love those who still love
even though they've been hurt before.

everyday people ask me
"are you two going out"
and you dont realize how painful it is to reply
"no, just friends"

crushes only crush you,
falling only hurts you,
hearts will only break you,
if you don't have love to save you
.

I want to be the smile,,
the first thought,, the long drive,,
or the short walk,, the last voice,,
the random call,, the laugh,,
the perfect kiss,, the comfort hug,,
your second half,, the sparkle in your eye,,
the everything you need,, just what you want,,
I want to be your perfection

&& it's just my luck
to get tangled up in everything you are
and how much you've always meant to me.

&&she wished
you looked at 
her
the way you used to

I love it
when I can feel you smiling
when you kiss me.

never forget yesterday,
but always live for today;
because you never know what
tomorrow can bring,
or what it can take away.

and there's this occasional night when you
break down and cry because you know
things will never be the same <..3

LIFEISTOOSHORT.
kiss longer; laugh harder;
love deeper; smile sweeter

Crazyfriends Crazytimes
years of friendship & nothing to doubt
endless memories; too many to count
laughter, lies &stupid fights. they're my
best friends. my heart. my LIFE <3

Never think you're nothing.
Never cry at night over not being pretty enough.
Never tell yourself you'll never be good enough.
Because to someone, you're everything.
To someone, you're gorgeous.
To someone you are the world

it's every girl's dream to have
a guy call her at 3AM just
to say " hey babe, just wanted
to tell you that, i love you "

she's sitting on a bridge
gazing at the
water
she's too scared to
jump
yet so afraid to stay.

one look at you,
tells me that you are all that I want

 

Have you ever felt addicted to a person,
like they're a drug?
You want release. You want freedom.
But, at the same time,
you need to stay on the beautiful high  <3

And you're THE boy,
I'm writing about in my profile,
The one I'm talking to my friends about.
Yeah, In case you're wondering,
YOU ARE THE BOY.

&& i thought you deserved to know
how truly amazing you are. .     X3

& would it be a crime if i told you that our hearts must depart
or would you just be happy that we're totally over.

LETS WRITE A STORY.
first, there was this girl
,
and she really liked this boy.
okay, now you finish <3

EXCUSE ME
but i'm not in the mood.
so what if i'm wearing no make up & sweats?
i still look hot, don't i?

it's really sad to know that i have the strongest feelings
for a guy that might not even give a damn about me.

midnight kisses
night love conversations
cuddling in the winter
morning phone calls
rocks at your window
and love at your door <3

&& your the type of person
who can make me love my name
just by the way you say it ...

&& i`m slowly teaching myself how
to breathe when i`m around you

oh baby let's hold hands during the car ride
& kiss when there are red lights.. <3

you might not be the hottest guy on earth,
but baby to me you mean everything

Maybe you're just scared because you know
someone actually wants to be with you.

ive got the microphone
so dont go too far
im gonna tell the
world
how you really are.

Sing me that one song...
that made you cry... yeah...
The one about me

The first time she saw him,
he was a mess, thoughtless, &
careless
of anything around him
& I thought to myself, 'He's the one'.

I wanna grab you by the arms,
throw you against the wall, &&
kiss you so hard.

Buy me a plastic ring
&&tell me you love me

You grabbed my hand && made me see what I could feel.

When this is said && done,
I really hope you look back &&
wonder
if maybe falling in love with me wasn't such a bad idea

&& You're flirting with disaster.

those sweet little kisses on my forehead
show how much you really do care..<3

you make me feel like a precious gift
unlike him
who made me feel like
a worthless peice of shit

guys are kindof like public
toilets
; most of them are
either occupied; or they are
j u s t  f u l l  o f  s h i t

there's three sides to every story.
one persons side,
the other persons side,
& the truth

I'm gonna plant a garden.
I have seeds, a shovel,& a rake.
All i need is a hoe. You busy?[haahaha]

best friends. the ones that you can
get mad at for only an hour cause
you have important stuff to tell them

i want to be the girl that you
see and dead stop in the middle of
a conversation just to look at.

it's as easy as this;;
if you want me
im all yours

what hurts more then losing you
is knowing your not
fighting
to keep me

i'm the type of girl that will burst out
in dead  silence
because of something
that happened
yesterday

before i met you, i never knew what
it was like to be able to look at
someone
&& smile . . . for no reason.

and i know boys like you.
sweet talking your way between the sheets.
well here's a fucking hint sweet heart.
i'm not your average teenage slut.

next time you think you're falling in love
smash your head into a brick wall, it will
hurt
less in the end...

it`s sweet talkers like you that cause
girls to fall in love and fall apart.

we're only young once
so let's fuck this up right..

imperfection is beauty. madness is genious
& its better to be absolutely ridiculous then
absolutely boring. & when it comes down
to it, i let them think what they want. if they
care enough to bother with what i do, im
already better then them


dont wait for your life to change
change it yourself.

best friends by heart,
sisters by soul.
quiet and nice?
try out of control.

It's not how you get up;
it's how you get down.

Party till your parents come home. 

everything happens for a reason.
sometimes things fall apart
just so other things can fall together.
but in the end, what's meant to be
will always find it's way.

sometimes we need to hold our heads up high,
blink away the tears, and just say goodbye

i hate how we never got our chance
to see what we could have been.
i hate how i know i'm not over you
& how i pretend to be.
i hate how you totally moved on,
& you have no idea that i haven't

laughing so hard we practically cry,
sitting home bored until we basically die.
cracking jokes about the psychos we know,
causing some drama where-ever we go.
where there's one of us, the other can usually be found.
just can't imagine what i'd do w i t h o u t y o u a r o u n d

nobody understands how much i miss you
i miss how much we use to talk &
i miss all
the things
we used to do. i try not to admit
to myself that i still feel this way. nobody
knows that i still wake up thinking of you
each day. i still think of you &
i really do
miss you. i would give up everything i have
to be everything we're not

me & my friends don't need drugs.
we're naturally messed up. <333.

there are some people in life that
make you laugh a little louder
smile a little brighter
and just live a little better

Always hold your head up high
even if on the inside you'e about to
cry
pretend
that nothing's wrong at all
 close your eyes before you fall
if you can't see it, it's not there.
T h i s  i s  l i f e  &  i t ' s  n o t  f a i r

we're always together.
we're one of a kind.
3 words to describe us:
partners. in. crime.

Truly great friends are hard to find
difficult to leave
and impossible to forget

shes my other half
my sidekick on the side
were just like sisters
partners in crime
where she is,
i`m not far behind
if shes in danger,
then my life too is on the line


Sunday, July 23, 2006

quotes anyone

1. & Our memories are mixtapes...
They sing me to sleep every night.

2. I wish you'd open your eyes
and look the hell around...
Maybe you'd notice she's absolutely crazy about you.

3. Baby, I'll take my chance with you.

4. I live in notes
& paragraphs
& everything I'm holding back
& you're the words that weren't enough.
You remind me of a song I used to love.

5. && You know how it is when you don't want to miss him but you want him to miss you?

6. late night promises...
I guess they don't mean a thing

7. So, let's buy 100 disposable cameras.
We will waste all the film on us

8. Sweet sixteen. Beauty queen.
Looking through her magazine
& everyone thinks she has everything..
But deep inside, she's crying.

9. "Yeah, I'm good, but I'm no angel.
I do sins, but I'm not a devil.
I'm just a small girl in a big world
trying to find someone to love. " ---Marilyn Monroe

10. Let's start over. Let's forget our problems.
Let's put our past behind us never bring it up again.
Like they say, we can't live or love in the past.
Let's throw all our problems away.
I'll give you my trust if you give me yours.
Let's fall in love... the right way.

11. The truth is, we only hide because we want to be found.
We only walk away because we want to see who will follow us.
And we only break our hearts to see who will mend them.

12. You put the pink in my cheeks.

13. Let's drive into the sunset, sing love songs.
We'll make unkeepable promises & swear we'll never love anyone else.

14. Fill it up & drink it down.
Take a shot & do another round.
Now lay me down to sleep
with an empty bottle of vodka at my feet.
If I die before I wake, tell my girls I drank it straight

15. && It's those blue eyes that I never wanna stop looking into. </3

16. You can throw out the instructions. We don't need them anymore.
I know where we're going if I could just get out the door.
You have your perfect hands over my nervous heart.

17. I guess I could regret it all & feel bad for myself, but as the saying goes, "Never regret anything you have done with a sincere affection. Nothing is lost that is born of the heart." It might not have ended the way I had imagined or hoped, but nothing really ever does. So I won't stay mad or bitter or sad... Just disappointed. 'Cause when you think you've found it, you don't want to lose it, but sometimes, it's just out of your hands. They say things happen for a reason... I guess it just takes some time to figure out what that reason is. I'm hopeful that I'll figure it out & in the meantime, I'll be picking up the pieces.

18. && When I'm with you... You make everything worth it.

19. Let's make-out in the rain & taste the raindrops together

20. When he's nearby... My entire body knows it.

21. By the way... I'm wearing the smile you gave me.
When I smile you know something's missing because 
my eyes don't shine like they would if he was here.
Your smile makes me smile.

22. I had a beautiful time. You have a beautiful smile...
The way it curls & collapses on your lips when you touch me.
I shake like a child. It's late...
I'm afraid you might leave 'cause sometimes it seems you still don't believe me.
There's nothing I can do to concentrate. It's so distracting... Always thinking of you.

23. You make me feel like I'm enough & for once, I want that feeling to last.

24. Give me a reason to keep believing that everything isn't misleading.

25. Everything seems so much better when you smile at me.

26. I don't want to be just the girl you love to kiss.
I don't want to be just the girl you run back to.
& I don't want you to fall back on me. I want to be your one and only...
Your first choice... & the girl you're scared to leave

27. Maybe you can save me.

28. && Right here is the exact reason why I never gave up on you when everyone said to just stop trying.

29. && He whispers, "Why are you so cute?" as my jeans come u.n.d.o.n.e.


Saturday, July 22, 2006

dude! stoned. weed. party. SUMMER 2006!
imma be a junior when school starts crazy shit.
party hardy rock n roll
hmm i love my boyyy.
<3 Jessica


Sunday, October 09, 2005

Today I have a hangover it is lovely! I want a boyfriend! And I know 4 guys that think I am hot! oh great! SNAP!

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