| Don't go for the guy who sucks up to you... Go for the one who pisses you off on a daily basis & yet, you still find yourself crazy about him. <3<3<3 It'd be better to forget you... But I don't really want to. I'm not looking for a lover. All lovers are liars. I'd never lie to you. & I don't wanna forget how your voice sounds. Call me a safe bet... I'm betting I'm not. There was a time that I believed in you& everything you told me I took it for true. But that was then & this is now &things keep changing. We are running when love is calling. It's just the fear...The fear of falling. We count our blessings as we count our friends. We count on love & it always ends. i am me. thats all i can be. no more. no less. don't 2nd guess i l a u g h . i < 3. i l i v e. i c r y. &. sometimes i wish that i would die. somedays i'm funny. others i'm not. sometimes i'm in overdrive & i can't stop. you may not like me. thats okay. cuz this is me & how i'll always stay. someone should sue disney for making every little girl believe there will always be a prince charming. nomatterwhatyousay i'll always stand tall so go ahead and push me im not gonna fall Hope is knowing that people, like kites, are made to be lifted up when a person tells you you're not good enough that's when you know you're better Its better to laugh about nothing than to cry about everything. Its LOVE when you sleep with your phone under your pillow just in case he decides to call you, and tell you he's sorry for hurting you. Its LOVE when no matter how much he hurts you you never stop loving him. Its LOVE when you cant help but smile at everything he does. Its LOVE when you cant stop thinking about him, and your heart flutters just thinking about him. LOVE is more than butterflies, and looks, it means that you would give anything just to see him smile, and it means that you would do anything to see him happy even if its not with you. i'm not saying i don't want you.. `c a u s e b e l i e v e m e , i d o . i'm just not going to chase after you.youu remember that game telephone? when one person would say something and by the end of the game it was totally different? WELCOME TO HiGHSCHOOL. You dont choose who you fall in love with, you just fall... and you get this person who is all wrong, but yet so right at the same time... you know that you love them so much, except sometimes they just drive you completely insane and no one can explain it... the reason its so confusing is because its love... and if you didnt have any challenges...what would be the point? if im a BiTCH, your a BiTCH, your MOM`s a BiTCH for having a BiTCH, your dad`s a BiTCH for fckkkking a BiTCH, so WHO`S THE BiTCH NOWW --- BiTCH I'm nowhere near perfect. I eat when I'm bored. I fall for boys too easily. I'm vulnerable to believing lies. I'm hoping that one day I don't need a fake smile and made up stories to get someone to like me. I live by quotes that explain exactly what I'm going through. I make up excuses for everything. I have my best friends and my enemies. I have drama and memories. I'm just your average typical teenager. she will chase you around for awhile but there's going to be a day when she's going to stop running in circles around you. she's going to get over you & at that very moment you're going to wish you had let her catch you Love is too strong of a word to say it too early, but it has too beautiful a meaning to say it too late. You're my get right when it's wrong. &Everyone warned her of that boy's smile, his poision kiss & toxic touch. But her craving for him was just too much. I think I'd miss you even if we never met. <3 he's not interested? so what. not talking to you? who cares. you can't revolve your life around him. one day the other guy is going to come around and you're going to know that the one who didn't care, was just a complete waste of time. you said you dream of my face, but you don't like me, you just like the chase. have an enemy? good. it shows that you stuck up for something in your life. I dont get jokes until everyone is done laughing. I make everything more interesting because i'm always asking questions. I always have my opinion and i never care if you agree or not. I'm the kind of girl who will come up behind you and whisper i love you and grab your hand. I'm the kind of girl who doesnt care what the "popular" girls say i am who i am. I'm the kind of girl who will laugh so hard she cant breath when shes being tickled. and who sings randomly and loud. I'm the kind of girl who isnt sure if your up for her yet best friends don't get jealous when you meet a new guy they ask if he has a brother. :] i'm through with it, all of it. i simply don't care anymore. i don't wanna care anymore. i'm walking away now & you can say or do what you want. it's not gunna stop me. i'm done with caring about you. we tell each other everything's fine, never say what's on our minds. sometimes i hate that i'm losing you, but i think you kinda miss me too. somehow, that makes me feel better. You can't tell someone you love them & then change your mind; that's not how it works. once you love someone, you always love them, don't you? isn't there a part of you who thinks of him for no reason what so ever? they'll always be in the back of your mind, & no matter how much you love someone else, you always love him too. <3 and here we go again, a girl loving a guy that would abandon her in a second and ignoring a boy that would give her his very heartbeat. i wonder what he's thinking when he looks at me & smiles. Things weren't suppose to be this way we were suppose to stay friends but that's never gonna happen we'll never be the same and I'm finally realizing this. even though I want to be with you so bad I wont give in this time because it feels like you don't even care anymore. His love is like rain on a tin roof... The sweet song of a summertime storm & oh, the way it moves... it's a melody of passion raging on & then.. it's gone.<3<3 Let's stop talking & move on to the kissing because the way you look tonight... I'm in love with you When I'm finally gone... I hope you miss me like hell. But here's a thanks for a summer that I'll always remember. I've never been scared of someone before. Sometimes a little intimidated, but never scared. But you, you scare me with your beautiful eyes & your amazing smile. I'm so scared that I'll fall for you & want to love you forever & that you'll want me for only a few moments in your life. Did you ever just need to kiss someone so bad? It's not even that you want to kiss them for the pleasure of a kiss, but you just need to feel his lips on yours, so you can get that safe, warm & loving feeling. Well, right now, I'm needing your kiss. It's the one thing that keeps me alive in the crazy, insane & confusing world. When you kiss me, all that hazy confusion disappears & it all becomes perfectly clear. You are the only one who stops the storm of life around me. i saw you today & then looked away, but then i couldn't resist to turn around & look back. & you know what? you were l o o k i n g at me too. so here's a piece of advice :: let go when you're hurting to much, give up when love isn't enough, and move on when things are not like before. for surely there is someone out there who will love you even more. how can you simply be friends with someone, when everytime you look at them your thinking about how much more you really want? Bring me to my knees. Tell me there is no other girl in the world quite like me. I'm not exactly sure what I should say. Everything I do is a mistake. Your attention is attention. It doesn't matter if it's real or fake. In the best possible way, you have absolutely wrecked me. 'Cause you see, I fell for you knowing there was never any possibility of being with you. You have a way of keeping me on the edge of my seat. I hate the way you make me feel. The lies you feed me. Once, I was so full of hope. Now, I've finally begun to see. So let me make it on my own. Just leave without a goodbye. Maybe one day you'll understand why you make me cry. I'll try my hardest to be done with this. The end is long overdue. I've come to realize that what I hate is the fact that I can't hate you. so what if i still like him && would do anything to get him back? doesnt change the fact that he's over and done with me. All i need right now is for you to wrap me up in your arms look me in the eyes && tell me you won't ever give up so make her laugh a little & help her get through, she used to cry & no one knew, help her out & treat her right, it's been a while since she smiled so bright. show her that not all guys lie, be the one to keep her tears dry you're the reason i live and the reason i die, you're the reason i smile yet breakdown and cry. you're the reason i keep going and the reason i fall, because without you in my life [ i'm nothing at all ] i think i`m falling, but it`s too far down you said you`d catch me before i hit the ground. but the walls are too strong & i`m finding it too hard to breathe. when i expect you to catch me you just turn around & leave. at the end of the year, it seems like everyone`s gonna be gone, & everyone`s going to move on .. but even though we may be apart, we`re always going to be together at heart so let your friends know that you`ll never let them go. i want a boy.. who would shove ice cream in my face. who will wrestle with me. who shows me off to his friends and family. who treats me with respect. who will call me at four in the morning, to tell me he can't stop thinking about me who sings to me, even if he can't. who could break my heart but wouldn't dream of it. When he holds me close&& I can hear his heartbeat&& kiss his lips, I realize, this is where I want to be&& this is how I want to feel. && It's not up to me anymore. If you really want me in your life, you can find a way to put me there. Everything happens for a reason. Things fall apart && others fall into place. Don't question it. Just let it happen. If it's meant to be, it'll find a way && I'll just bite my lip && pretend I've gotten over you. I shouldn't want you like this. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is even more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we should know how to be grateful for that gift Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance - and you find out you still care for that person. The sad thing about life is when you meet someone that means a lot to you, && only to find out in the end, that it was never bound to be and you just have to let go. When one door of happiness closes, another opens but often we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us. The best kind of friend is the one you could sit on a porch, and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like that was the best conversation you've had. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
Never say goodbye when you still want to try , never give up when you still feel you can take it, never say you don't love that person anymore when you can't let go. Love comes to those who still hope, even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe, even though they've been betrayed, need to love those who still love even though they've been hurt before. everyday people ask me "are you two going out" and you dont realize how painful it is to reply "no, just friends" crushes only crush you, falling only hurts you, hearts will only break you, if you don't have love to save you. I want to be the smile,, the first thought,, the long drive,, or the short walk,, the last voice,, the random call,, the laugh,, the perfect kiss,, the comfort hug,, your second half,, the sparkle in your eye,, the everything you need,, just what you want,, I want to be your perfection && it's just my luck to get tangled up in everything you are and how much you've always meant to me. &&she wished you looked at her the way you used to I love it when I can feel you smiling when you kiss me. never forget yesterday, but always live for today; because you never know what tomorrow can bring, or what it can take away. and there's this occasional night when you break down and cry because you know things will never be the same <..3 LIFEISTOOSHORT. kiss longer; laugh harder; love deeper; smile sweeter Crazyfriends Crazytimes years of friendship & nothing to doubt endless memories; too many to count laughter, lies &stupid fights. they're my best friends. my heart. my LIFE <3 Never think you're nothing. Never cry at night over not being pretty enough. Never tell yourself you'll never be good enough. Because to someone, you're everything. To someone, you're gorgeous. To someone you are the world it's every girl's dream to have a guy call her at 3AM just to say " hey babe, just wanted to tell you that, i love you " she's sitting on a bridge gazing at the water she's too scared to jump yet so afraid to stay. one look at you, tells me that you are all that I want Have you ever felt addicted to a person, like they're a drug? You want release. You want freedom. But, at the same time, you need to stay on the beautiful high <3
And you're THE boy, I'm writing about in my profile, The one I'm talking to my friends about. Yeah, In case you're wondering, YOU ARE THE BOY. && i thought you deserved to know how truly amazing you are. . X3 & would it be a crime if i told you that our hearts must depart or would you just be happy that we're totally over. LETS WRITE A STORY. first, there was this girl, and she really liked this boy. okay, now you finish <3 EXCUSE ME but i'm not in the mood. so what if i'm wearing no make up & sweats? i still look hot, don't i? it's really sad to know that i have the strongest feelings for a guy that might not even give a damn about me.
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